Ganbatte Douglas! Aishiteru mucho . Itsumo watashi no kokoro no naka ni imasu. OOOOOOOhhhh sore to anata wa Brazil e kaette kara, watashi no fuku wa sono mama kiru to shigoto ittekimasu. NO IRON de…. Ah Douglas wa samishi desu ne!!

LOve Clarissa

And thank you for sharing this dream with us.I also know that Our Family at Heart to Heart will appreciate your contribution of your inner most feelings.

I saw myself changing ventilation ducts in the cupboards in the kitchen of a friends house. The atmosphere was dull as you expect it to be when performing these domestic tasks, this was in the late afternoon and my friends wife made me feel uncomfortable, not because I don’t like her but perhaps from past reactions from her towards me in the past.

I was standing on a chair looking into the cupboards and as I turn back I found myself in the flat where I used to live with my soul mate and ex partner now. The curtains were drawn letting the golden daylight fill the room, it was fully bright almost to the point of hurting your eyes, I instantly felt joy.

I turned again looked into the cupboard and I pulled out a mexican purple blanket, got off the chair and this friend of mine was there, wearing a blue top and her face was beaming with light and her eyes pouring out with joy. I wrapped around in the blanket with me and I thanked her for the time we shared and for the valuable lessons she taught me, I broke down in tears. In a moment moment that felt truly like a deja vu, I asked her a question that she probably heard a million times from me – how is that you manage to find happiness around you?, this time she didn’t rolled her eyes but in a swirly dance and eloquent words she responded – look, there is nothing to thank for and love and happiness have been the priorities of my life, all my life I have been cultivating these values, Gary Zukav has written books about it- I know this author from her and perhaps I should read it.

We embraced each other and I continued to pour out tears uncontrollably, they felt like tears of joy, gratitude and contentment. There was a sentiment of closure, healing, letting go to grow again…and I woke up.

Her presence was with me throughout the day and at certain moments I felt a bit preoccupied about her well being, this was my mind talking to me, my heart told me she’d be fine.

I answered the phone this morning and it was her on the other side of the line. I can’t say I was surprised, it just felt right. After I showed her my dream she agreed that there isn’t such as thing as coincidence.

Now I’ve learned to cultivate and treasure those special souls and moments in my life and open that jewel box with people you love and share that nostalgia…

Thanks for visiting me.