ハートで世界をつなげる

Comment by Erin

2008/10/26 Sunday @ 19:16:35

Yes, no such thing as coincidence. This has been my phrase of the year! I hear it in movies, I hear it in conversations with my friends and family, and I’ve been experiencing it in my daily life.

It just so happened that this blog theme and a couple of events occurred at the same time… life is strange. Here goes my story.. I had just broken up with my boyfriend just two months ago who meant a lot to me, but sadly things just didn’t work out, some might call it differences in sense of values, just bad timing, or we just weren’t meant for each other. Anyways, he had some things that belonged to him left at my apartment so we met for coffee 5 days ago. We had a nice chat and a nice time and he told me, face to face that he no longer had special feelings towards me (fair enough, we’ve been apart for 2 months now) , it didn’t quite hit me then but later on after I came home and the hours past by, I felt this very strange feeling. I couldn’t make out what this feeling was and went to bed. For about two days I was feeling low and thinking of what this strange feeling could be? On the 3rd day, I admitted to myself that I was feeling lonely without his company and was shocked that it was so easy for him to change his feelings he had for me. Was that all I meant to him? Only worth 2 months to forget? My ego got a big blow, thinking I was worth more…

The next morning, I woke up to an incoming e-mail from a dear friend. They were beautiful pictures of Jacaranda trees standing ever so proudly under the clear blue sky. They were pictures that reminded me of my other home and brought me to a smile when I was feeling my lowest. No such thing as coincidence that I get a ‘cheer-me-up’ out of the blue the next day I admit my feelings. Then when I logged onto my computer… and went to the Heart to Heart blog site… there it is!! In bold letters, at the top, “There’s no such thing as coincidence”! Haha! Now it seems that I’m playing a complicated role in my movie, but as it says here, I’m just going to let my spirit direct and see what messages are that await at the end of the movie!

Comment by Clarissa

2008/10/27 Monday @ 17:36:34

Hey Girl!

You are so honest Erin and what an amazing revelation that you are spotting your ego quickly! I know that you work hard on trying to be the Diector in your everyday life-scenes. Thank you for sharing
your recent experiences with us. The most important
message that I can see in your message to us is that
whomever reads your contribution may also have the
courage to face the rolling camera and learn to really
see what is going on in their lives; open their hearts and hopefully encompass that everything that happens,happens for a reason. If one is operating from Spirit, one will be able to see the messages that are always waiting to be picked up…..We just
have to be sensitive to really be able to decode….

Glad you liked the Jacarandas babe!

Love Clarissa